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Sorry for bombarding you with questions about anxiety.. but I absolutely love your blog and you seem like a genuine person to ask about this stuff. Can you describe to me how severe anxiety made you feel? did you feel like you couldn't remember things or have a constant feeling like you don't know who you are. I feel so alone & I just don't know how other people do it... I feel like I can't focus on anything and I can't conversate about things like I used to be able to
Sorry for bombarding you with questions about anxiety.. but I absolutely love your blog and you seem like a genuine person to ask about this stuff. Can you describe to me how severe anxiety made you feel? did you feel like you couldn’t remember things or have a constant feeling like you don’t know who you are. I feel so alone & I just don’t know how other people do it… I feel like I can’t focus on anything and I can’t conversate about things like I used to be able to
Aw thank you sweet baby, when I have sever anxiety it almost feels like I have some life threatening illness, impeding doom of sorts. My arms and hands feel numb, I feel disassociated, super weird, like I’m almost not in my own body. Ya it’s hard for me to remember things like what I ate for dinner the night before sometimes I think it’s just cause the brains in constant fight or flight mode during an anxiety attack and doesn’t think to store memories. Look that up if you don’t understand. I know exactly how you feel I promise you you are not alone on that. That is exactly how I felt a few months ago. People don’t know what anxiety is they think it’s just nervousness but there’s a lot more to it. How I fixed that was just time for a good 3 or 4 months I waited and waited and started taking kpin 2 times a day and I started feeling more normal. I still struggle with it obviously but you will be okay, things won’t stay that way forever. With sever anxiety most people need a benzo like kpin or Xanax (not bars in a lower doseage) have you tried either of those?
How long have you had anxiety for? I'm 15 going on 16 and I've been struggle the past year with it and I've tried taking medications for it and they just freak me out even more and it seems to be getting worse and I have no idea how to handle it I've tried so many things and none of it seems to work, I've just been such a sad human being for so long and my head is just getting bad and I cannot find a solution for any of it.. :/
I’ve had it since I was about 6, went away for a while then about a year or two ago I started having the physical symptoms of anxiety instead of just the worry. But I have generalized anxiety disorder and klonapin really helps me sometimes. It can be so crippling you poor thing. When it happens to me really bad I just wanna lay in bed but you have to just keep pushing through your life. I also have depersonalization disorder mildly which goes hand in hand with anxiety sometimes so that’s what makes mine super bad
That’s what really scares me.
Falling in love is easy. Having sex is easier. But bumping into someone that can spark your soul - that shit is rare.
You could fuck four, five, all the people in a god damned room and you’d only feel a connection with one. Or none at all.
And what sucks is despite the undeniable real magnetic pull between the two of you, more often than not, you don’t end up together.
I’m afraid I won’t meet anyone else I can connect with.
I’m scared it’ll be just you.❞
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